Jimmy White — So Far Behind lyrics

Lyrics

Darkness with the light
Blindness with the sight
Wrongness with the right
Disabling my will to action
Sadness from the wasted
Precious moments tasted
Copied cut and pasted
Aching for some satisfaction
And I hear the siren calling
All my defenses stalling
And my fear
That keeps me falling
So far
So far behind
Hands offered seeming nice
But once I took it twice
I had to pay the price
A blank check on all that I owned
Love comes seeming real
But it’s not what I feel
It’s just part of a deal
Where I can’t pay back
What I was loaned
Is it forever, feeling my feet
Stuck in a past amassed
Of concrete?
Do I have the strength
Do I have the time
Or am I just the victim
Of the perfect crime
The perfect crime
Now I’m…
So far behind
So, so far
So far behind