Etyl — Naoiq song lyrics and translation

The page contains the lyrics and English translation of the song "Naoiq" by Etyl.

Lyrics

Je ne dois pas être aimable
Puisque tu ne m’aimes pas
Mon coté confortable
Ne contrebalance pas
Ni la taille du manque
Ni la force de son poids
J’aurais pourtant fait
N’importe quoi
J’ai porté du bleu
Pour déteindre mes yeux
Coupé mes cheveux
Pour avoir l’air sérieux
J’aurais changé de parfum
Si je connaissais le sien
Je voulais tellement
Que tu sois mien
J’ai continué à croire, pauvre idiote
Que le temps resterait notre antidote
J’ai fait ce que j’ai pu pour t’apaiser
Ce n'était jamais suffisant, jamais assez
Ça ne pouvait plus durer
Mais qu’est ce qui m’a pris
De tellement m’abîmer, de m’effacer ainsi?
Mais qu’est ce qui m’a pris?
Je suis allée trop loin
Pour que tu l’oublies
Je suis devenue ce rien
Cette poupée qui dit oui
T’aurais du réagir
M’arrêter, me faire fuir
Pas me regarder devenir
N’importe quoi
J’ai continué à croire, pauvre idiote
Que le temps resterait notre antidote
J’ai fait ce que j’ai pu pour t’apaiser
Ce n'était jamais suffisant, jamais assez
Ça ne pouvait plus durer
Mais qu’est ce qui m’a pris
De tellement m’abîmer, de m’effacer ainsi?
Mais qu’est ce qui m’a pris?

Lyrics translation

I don't have to be kind
Since you don't love me
My comfortable side
Does not counterbalance
Nor the size of the lack
Nor the strength of its weight
I would have done
Anything
I wore blue
To clear my eyes
Cut my hair
To look serious
I would have changed perfume
If I knew his
I wanted so much
That you are mine
I kept believing, you idiot.
That time would remain our antidote
I did what I could to appease you.
It was never enough, never enough
It couldn't last.
But what took me
To spoil me so much, to erase me like that?
But what took me?
I've gone too far
So you can forget it
I became this nothing
That doll that says yes
You should have reacted.
Stop me, make me run away
Not watching me become
Anything
I kept believing, you idiot.
That time would remain our antidote
I did what I could to appease you.
It was never enough, never enough
It couldn't last.
But what took me
To spoil me so much, to erase me like that?
But what took me?