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I am done being the selfless boy I’m told I once was
Because nothing makes an asshole out of one more than love
And on that truth, I’m dependent while I claim my independence
I refuse to speak my mind
I am a freak of my own kind
Too tired, too tired for anything
And nearing the bitter end of a weak and fraying string
Holding my indifference as a sign of my existence
I am wholly what I lack, so fuck this shitty track (?)
I tried
But fuck trying when
There’s just doing
And succeeding
There’s just «proving it»
There’s just living up to shit
I’m so sick of it
I’m so sick of it