Sick as Your Secrets — Stuck in the Meantime lyrics

Lyrics

you’re still breathing somehow, but the next few hits will surely slow it down,
choke back your tears and just pretend, hold your breath, count back from ten,
and you can only fake it for so long, you’re throwing this fight,
you can’t go on, choke back the tears and just pretend that we dug this grave
together
when i know it’s just a void that i created alone
holy ghosts are haunting me and left me hanging from my sanity,
and if i lose grip will you pardon me, i’m barely holding onto anything
cause they’re just old stories with new beginnings,
they all end up the same
you’re dead to me like all the time we used to kill together
but now i’ve forgotten you, the ties are severed off
so hang your head so deep in thought and realize that i will never love you
again
her hearts beating so loud and she thinks i’ll stay forever but the clock is
running down
choke back your tears and just pretend, hold your breath, count back from ten
and we can only do this for so long, this isn’t love, it’s just a drug i’m
giving up,
choke back the tears and just pretend that we dug this grave together
one more time what’s that you said, is it another diabolic going through your
head, as you mumble sighs of shame under your breath,
retaining water in your ankles as you drink yourself to death
i mean it when i say you’re dead to me, i share your blood and lack of sympathy,
i mean it when i say you’re dead to me and i’ll show the fucking world
when i looked death in the eyes you were gone