Professor Green — Today I Cried lyrics

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And then it happened…
I only went and fucking did it Used to be a dream but now I fucking live it Weren’t even writing raps I was down and out about to fucking quit it Lucky for me that I fucking didn’t
See lily came along when I was at my lowest
Selling wraps of coke not the raps I flow with
I made it and I owe to a chat I had with her,
Who knows where I’d be if that chat hadn’t occurred
Back with the bag, with the bag full of herb in it Instead I got her on a track and I murdered it My name started causing murmurs in the industry
But none of these labels would work with it until virgin did
Put my first single out and we earned a hit
That’s why I never go lippin off
Cuz hear me I know it must burn a bit
Just did a show and everybody knew the words to it The day I risked everything for I couldn’t have given anything more all these
years have weighed heavy
But this is something that nothing could have readied me for
What you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not
Today I cried
And I don’t know why
But today I cried
And I don’t know why
My single went in at 3
My album went in at 2
For a debut not too shabby if I have to I make do Finally some form of reward for the things I came through
But it’s different to the perfect picture people paint you
On the way up you might be a person people take to Then you break through and the same people who rated you hate too
All of a sudden anything you may do may make news
And I’m sick to death of explaining what is ain’t true
Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the same too
Though I know I’ve got to make the most of it there will be no take 2
And I’m grateful I would hate to see 'em cos' I’m leaving my dream now
But I don’t sleep now
And all these hours awake are making me senile
Slept every time I’ve seen nan
Even people I’ve been round my whole life are looking at me like I’m a new me now
They say I’ve changed but I just don’t see how
I’ve always lived my life taking corners that I can’t see round
Never knowing what it is I’m trying to seek out
But I’m even beginning to question me now
Today I cried
And I don’t know why
But today I cried
And I don’t know why
(Don't know why I cried)
I know it must seem mad to you
It’s mad to me All I’ve done is what I’ve had to do Been who I’ve had to be But the path I’ve walked has been so gravely
It’s been a strain to remain humane amongst all this inhumanity
Thankfully I had nan who was a mum and a dad to me You can choose your friends but you can’t choose your family
Temporary happiness for me has been a fallacy
It’s so sad isn’t it Stick your sympathy it means jack to me Sick of hearing how happy I should be I just don’t know how to be
I can no longer pretend
No more making out to be Maybe all I needs a slap,
Someone to shake it out of me Help me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally
Sick of being in the state of vanity
It’s agony
Am I torn or is it all some twisted form of vanity
Can it be I’m really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed,
my pressures reflecting my health
Taking care of my career but I’m neglecting myself
Rejected therapy no I just won’t accept any help
I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I lied
I was asked how I was and I said I was fine, well I’m not
Today I cried
And I don’t know why
But today I cried
And I don’t know why