Nazan Öncel — Demirden Leblebi song lyrics and translation
The page contains the lyrics and English translation of the song "Demirden Leblebi" by Nazan Öncel.
Lyrics
Söylenmese de olurdu
Ama simdi söylemek
Söylemek istiyorum
Belki kalbin kirilir
Gözyasina bogulursun
Gözyasini sakla
Ben ölürsem agla
Bunu senle hiç
Hiç konusmadik biz
Tek tanigim sen
Tek çarem sendin
Beni anlamak istemez miydin
Bu aciyi ben tam yüz sene tasidim
Içimdeki bu aciyla hamal gibi yasadim
Simdi bana saril
Sadece saril
Ve lütfen artik beni dinle
Lanet olasi bir gündü
Kapi açildi ve o geldi
Yüzünde pis bir ifade vardi
Koynunda yilan besledigin o yatakta
Kardesime süt veriyordum o anda
Dogru odaya daldi
Ve buyurgan bir sesle
Beni yanina çagirdi
Kolumdan çekip
Kucagina aldi
Otur dedi kisaca
Evet bu öyle siradan bir gün degildi
Gözyaslarini sakla
Ben ölürsem agla
Sonra bu yana bakma basini çevir derken
Elleri bacaklarimda
Geziniyordu anne
Babacigim yapma dedim
Bir hayvan gibi soluyordu
Iki bacaginin arasinda
Beni mengeneye almisti
Sonra nasil olduysa
Kurtulmayi basardim
Bir odaya kaçtim
Ve o anda sadece haykiriyordum
Defol defol git burdan
O kapiyi yumrukluyor
Ben agliyorum kardesim agliyordu
Her sey bir kabustu
Her sey bir kabus
Kalbim kirik ölecegim
Bilmem ne halt edecegim
Benim kalbim yarali
Bu cehennem azabi
Senin kizin hayatla
Iste böyle tanisti
Baba ne demek anne
Bu kelime bana inan çok yabanci
Çok üzgünüm çok
Çok ne kadar az bir laf
Hiçbirseyi anlatmaya yetmiyor
Gözyaslarini sakla
Ben ölürsem agla
Artik için rahat olsun
Sen bir meleksin anne
Yedigimiz her lokmayi
Kurus kurus ödedik
Nasil ödenirmis ögrendik
Demirden leblebi
Ne yenir nu yutulur
Bazi seyler belki
Belki unutulur
Unutmak var ya
Demirden leblebi
Demirden leblebi
Demirden
Kalbim kirik ölecegim
Bilmem ne halt edecegim
Elimden alinan hayatim
Çalinan masumiyetim
Sikiliyorsa biri kalkip bir sey söylesin
Dokuz yasinda bir çocuk
Hayati böyle tanidi
Annesinin sütü
Babasinin çükü
Bu çocuk senin kizindi anne
Lyrics translation
Would have been left unsaid
But to say it now
I want to say
Maybe your heart will break
You'll drown in your tears
Hold tears
If I die, agla
This
We never talked.
You my only witness
You were the only way.
Don't you want to understand me?
I've carried this pain for a hundred years.
I've lived like a porter with this pain inside me
Now hold me
Just hug it out.
And please listen to me now
It was a fucking day.
The door opened and he came
He had a dirty look on his face.
In that bed where you keep a snake in your bosom
I was giving milk to my brother.
He went into the right room.
And in a bossy voice
He called me in.
Pull it out of my arm
He took it in his lap.
He said sit down briefly
Yeah, that wasn't just a day.
Hide your tears
If I die, agla
Then when I say don't look away turn your head
His hands on my legs
He was wandering, mom.
Daddy, I said Don't.
Breathing like an animal
Between two legs
He put me in a vice.
And then, somehow,
I managed to survive.
I ran into a room
And at that moment I was just screaming
Get the hell out of here
He's banging on the door.
I'm crying my brother was crying
Everything was a nightmare
Everything is a nightmare
I'll die heartbroken
I don't know I'm going to hell
My heart is hurt
This is hell's punishment
Your daughter with life
He met it
What does dad mean, mom?
Believe me, this word is so foreign.
I'm very very sorry
How little is a word
It's not enough to explain anything.
Hide your tears
If I die, agla
Now you can rest easy.
You're an angel, mom.
Every bite we eat
We paid for it in pennies.
We learned how to pay.
Demirden leblebi
What to eat and eat
Some things, maybe.
Maybe it'll be forgotten.
There forget
Demirden leblebi
Demirden leblebi
Iron
I'll die heartbroken
I don't know I'm going to hell
My life taken from me
My stolen innocence
Somebody get up and say something if you're getting fucked.
Nine-year-old boy
That's how he knew his life.
Mother's milk
His father's Dick
This child was your daughter, mother.