Morphine Killer — Clutching Defeat lyrics

Lyrics

So close to finding out, but drifting further everyday
Inhale the smell of death, defeat my purpose anyway
But deep inside I do confide, yet keep on losing all the time
Never take a step back when it seems like the losing move
I won’t give in, I won’t give up, I’ve still got something left to prove
And deep inside I won’t subside and keep on losing all the time (yeah,
all the time)
Squirm like the vermin that you are
You thought I’d never get this far
How does that sinking feeling feel?
I’ll show you what I know is real
Clutching defeat from the jaws of victory
This time I’m stepping out to find out what went wrong with me
Leaving no stone unturned I can’t forsake this mystery
But finding out might leave a doubt of what I think I have become (what have I
done?)
You think you’ve got it all, you’ve just got more that you can lose
I won’t accept your help because my mine you can’t diffuse
Knowing defeat too well I waste my time on what I dwell upon (I can’t go on!)