Misery Loves Co. — Infected lyrics

Lyrics

There’s something inside of me,
it tears it all apart.
What I once was can never be,
what you will be I’ll never see.
Can’t find the stren>h to erase it as it crushes my will to live.
Don’t want you close enough to smell me,
God I wish I had the courage to kill
Always there to beat me down,
to remind me of who I am.
The one to hold me back,
when I pretend I’m alive again.
Don’t wanna be the way I am
I’d like to turn around and walk away.
I wish I had the courage to kill,
God I wish I had the courage to kill
I wish I had the courage to kill
No one can see me now,
alone with my doubt and fear.
I’m so tired of myself,
so if you leave me can I come to?
once I tried to listen,
but I just could not understand.
I’m a stranger to myself,
so if you leave me can I come to?
if you leave me can I come to?
Am I someone special?
Can I be replaced?
I keep repeating myself,
did I disappoint you?
Did I always fail?
I keep repeating myself
There’s something inside of me,
it tears it all apart.
What I once was can never be,
what you will be I’ll never see.
Can’t find the stren>h to erase it as it crushes my will to live.
Don’t want you close enough to smell me,
God I wish I had the courage to kill
Am I someone special?
Can I be replaced?
I keep repeating myself,
did I disappoint you?
Did I always fail?
I keep repeating myself
am I acting strange?
or just like everyone else?
I keep repeating myself.
Can’t someone help me?
Can’t you see I’m afraid,
can’t you see I’m afraid…
I’m afraid